School. Life. God.

School.

I’m starting to become one of “those guys.” I’m not necessarily sick of North Central, and I definitely don’t hate it. However, I keep on thinking that it might not be the place for me.

I’m not going to lie, I’ve always wanted to go to Berklee. I’m thinking about it more and more. If not Berklee, maybe another dedicated music school. It’s a lot to think about. Regardless, I want to finish up my Biblical Studies minor before I do anything else. It’s important to me.

Life.

I pretty much just want to do it. I just want to get a place that’s “mine.” Get settled, and live. I still feel like a kid half of the time. I guess I kind of am – 19 isn’t all that old. However, this whole dorm thing is really getting to me. I can’t cook. I can’t go to bed early (or get up early, for that matter) without irritating someone. However, I can’t live off campus until I’m 21.

I’d love to get a job, or start some kind of a career. But I have to finish school first. Bum deal.

God.

I need to constantly be seeking His face… His will… Him. Oddly enough, I find it harder and harder to do this at North Central. I shouldn’t. I can’t explain it. I feel like I can get so caught up in going to chapel, church, etc that I forget to spend my personal time with God.

God and I should be like close friends. I should want to call Him daily, and tell him what’s up. I should go to Him for advice. Just… spend time with Him.

Right now, I suck at that. I suck at a lot of things; but this is the one that I care about the most.


On another note, my thoughts about today thus far:

I officially hate Minnesota.
I woke up at 6:30 this morning to go running.
It was a great idea; but a horrible action.
It was icy (hence, it was slippery).
I couldn’t feel my face.
It sucked.