The other day, I plugged in my iPod to (A) charge it and to (B) put new music on it. I plugged the cable into my computer, and then into my iPod... let iTunes come up and then I read across "Syncing iPod, do not disconnect."
Yes, this happens every time I plug my iPod in. It's not out of the ordinary; but I realized something.
I'm out of sync.
Out of sync with God.
Out of sync with life.
Out of sync with, well... everything.
I'm merely existing. I'm sick of it.
I look at myself and where I am in life... in God... and I get discouraged. Because I'm not at the level I want to be. Because "I'm not good enough." But then again, I never should be "good enough."
Ugh... axoughaslfn;v.,xcnbopurt[hwgnasdxcnborwogasdf. I don't know.
I need to plug in, recharge, get something new, and get back to living.
Living > Existing
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I am/ was here... somewhere in between. I am just plugging in and working on recharging. But i found peace in 2 Cor. 4 - Just wanted to leave you with that.
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