Life is truly precious; and is nothing but the blink of an eye.
Sadly, I was reminded of this today.


New John Mayer tune is tight. I can't place my finger on why; but it's stuck in my head.

"Take all of your wasted honor.
Every little past frustration.
Take all of your so called problems,
Better put 'em in quotations.

Say what you need to say...

Walkin' like a one man army,
Fightin' with the shadows in your head.
Livin' up the same old moment
Knowin' you'd be better off instead

If you could only...
Say what you need to say...

Have no fear for givin' in.
Have no fear for giving over.
You better know that in the end
It's better to say too much,
Than never to say what you need to say again.

Even if your hands are shaking,
And your faith is broken.
Even as the eyes are closin',
Do it with a heart wide open.

Say what you need to say."

Music.

Music I currently can't get enough of:

Moses Mayfield.
Radiohead.
Marc Broussard.
Robbie Seay Band
Hillsong London.
Jeff Deyo.
Fono.
The Rocket Summer.
David Crowder.
Lifehouse.
Muse.
Scary Kids Scaring Kids.
Shiny Toy Guns.
Impel.
Fee.
We The Living.
Sting.
Tal Wilkenfeld.
U2.
Oz Noy.
Alter Bridge.
Maylene & the Sons of Disaster.

Out of Sync.

The other day, I plugged in my iPod to (A) charge it and to (B) put new music on it. I plugged the cable into my computer, and then into my iPod... let iTunes come up and then I read across "Syncing iPod, do not disconnect."

Yes, this happens every time I plug my iPod in. It's not out of the ordinary; but I realized something.

I'm out of sync.

Out of sync with God.
Out of sync with life.
Out of sync with, well... everything.

I'm merely existing. I'm sick of it.
I look at myself and where I am in life... in God... and I get discouraged. Because I'm not at the level I want to be. Because "I'm not good enough." But then again, I never should be "good enough."

Ugh... axoughaslfn;v.,xcnbopurt[hwgnasdxcnborwogasdf. I don't know.

I need to plug in, recharge, get something new, and get back to living.

Living > Existing